Mary,

Let me now listen to you so I might understand. The natural process for a woman of receiving and processing and then actively giving is what God used to give me Jesus. But He said that she who believed was more blessed. Was he putting you down? No. He was speaking as your Son. Nothing He did on earth was done in contradiction to you because He had made you and the world and all that is. Everything He said was said as your Son and as the Son of God because there was never any division in Him. I listen to Him as your Son; I listen to Him as God’s Son. Help me understand. Blessed is she who believes, that is who has faith and actively lives it. Your life was one. There was no division in you on earth. Nothing you did was done without Him. He said blessed is she who believes. You did more than give human form to God! Blessed indeed! God blessed you. You answered that your soul magnifies God! How could a mere creature understand what you have done to God and God to you? The love is beyond understanding, where you entered into the life-giving of God himself and remained a woman and God becoming man. Love does not mar or change what is good, and you were all pure and yet human.  I will follow your example. You are not any easier to understand than your Son! But I will never fully understand you but love you. Let those who have eyes see. Now you lead me onward. The presence of Him has changed my life and I cannot not see. And in this I am very insignificant because you are blessed among women! You received and you give me continually your Son  who has entered the world and it is now no longer what it was before. I bless my God who has made heaven and earth, His mercy endures forever. He made you his mercy and yet you remain human.
Is there more to say? His mercy endures forever! Let those who have eyes see. You have your eyes always on Him. He was speaking of you! He was speaking outside of time or rather with time as his medium he said to you , see. He spoke and it was so. And you saw and you see. In this I will love you my mother  then I will understand as love understands which is more.  And this is more.  What is that crown on your head? It is the word  that spoke from the Father in love. In the gleam and brilliance of your crown, I will see that I am nothing. Each jewel and graceful bend of the metal strong but pliable, creation is allowed to reflect and see!